I made a tumbr.

http://peasandashleys.tumblr.com/

Things I wish I could say.

I remember everything about you.

I remember every time we kissed.

Every.

Single.

Time.

I replay the moments in my head.

Constantly

Thinking.

Hoping.

Wishing.

Praying.

That you'll kiss me again.

I spend hours thinking about the way you look at me.

I spend days thinking about the twinkle in your eye,

I spend years thinking about your smile before you'd pull me close.

I remember everything about you.

Every.

Little.

Thing.

"Friends"

If you can't stay friends with someone because of who they are or are not with then you weren't really a friend of mine in the first place. I wasn't aware that we were still in high school.

Do they make maps for this?

I don't know where I'm going anymore. I wish I had a map. Or GPS.

I can't believe

I can't believe that I didn't see you before you left. I feel terrible. All over some stupid reason and the word "no". Driving out there today made me realize that, and talking to you didn't help. I having you around, talking to you all the time. You were always good to me, and I didn't return the favor.

I'm so sorry. Please forgive me.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

Joel : "I walked out the door, there's no memory left."

Clementine : "Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Let's pretend we had one."

[Joel comes back]

Clementine : "Bye Joel."

Joel : "I love you."

Clementine : "Meet me in Montauk."

Love Will Fuck Us Apart.

You and me go together like carrots and peas.

We should be a happy family.

Or a traveling travesty at least.

And love will fuck us up.

Love will fuck us up.

Breathe in deep.

Breathe as deeply as you can breathe.

Breathe deep till you're drunk with glee.

Breathe deep till you're drunk with glee.

And love will fuck us up.

Love will fuck us up.